This is my question.[and my fear] Is this scripture talking about backsliding?
I grew up in a very strong Christian home with two wonderful, Godly parents and 4 siblings who I love dearly. I was
saved as a young boy and baptized a few years later. We went to a very strict but Biblically sound Baptist church. I went
to a Christian school and highschool. As a young man, I started to backslide with much sin in my life.I stopped going to
church or reading the Bible. I began experimenting with drugs and also had a lot of sex outside of marriage. These are
just a few of my many sins as there are too many to list here. Now, I never stopped believing that Jesus is the Son of God and that He died on the cross for me and was resurrected. I did however get very angry with God a few times,
even using foul language in my rage. I have repented of my sins and still do.
In the last 8 years or so, I have begun to restore my relationship with God. In particular, My time here at FP has been
especially rewarding as I have gotten back into reading the Word and praying to our Father in heaven. This is not to
say I have all of a sudden become some holy man because I still have way to much sin in my life. Little white lies, an
addiction to cigarettes and other sins are still a daily struggle.
So again, I ask is this scripture talking about backsliding? Could it mean that I was never saved in the first place and
I still need to accept Christ as my savior? Or maybe it means a Christian can't convert to Islam and back again or
become an athiest and back again. I just don't know. I do know that I never ever doubted that Jesus was the only way
to salvation. Your thoughts and prayers on this subject will be greatly appreciated and don't worry about hurting my
feelings. It is my eternal soul that I am concerned with. Could I have blown my only chance?
Although it does not answer all my questions, James 5:19-20 did give me some peace on this subject and I can only
believe That God put that in the Bible for that very reason. What a great savior we have.

Please pray.




Thank you and God Bless you. I enjoy reading your posts here on FP.